awaken into loneliness

i cried.

i cried and cried and i sobbed and then after it was over, i cried so much i couldnt stop. until now. or still crying

guess it must have been a good play, right?


i'm so confused. what am i SUPPOSED to feel?
did anyone else cry? probably not

every time they were together it broke my heart. it was just.. hmm... very sweet. how else to put it?


i can't even put this into words. random phrases of my emotions:
EVERYTHING IS SO ALONE
I JUST WANT TO DIE                 but not by the swine flu, i prefer immediately
WHY
I DONT GET IT         so whats the point.
WHAT DOES THIS MEAN
BREAKING                           broken
OVER                                                                                                             forever

that's all i have to say.

bare was a good play.