working working working

why is summer busier than schooltime T___T

i've been 'gone' every weekend in july.... gone most weekends in the summer. but those weekends have been fun. :) awesome.

the weekdays...... this week, working 12-13 hours. ugh. >< dame urop... i am definitely not going back in the fall.

and why do i even do this? because i made 2 commitments this summer: internship, #1. "finishing urop work" = #2. now that started out as 'a couple weeks in the summer, max a month' and turned into many months and more than a hundred slides to image. oh, in the end i will count them up.... i will.... because i am a bitter person.......

stealing my summer away when i could be getting to know people better. >/ NOT going back to lab. (my advisor is leaving though, that's also why things are finishing up)

and I don't even make time for God.