sinnerx100 = me

i am so distracted.


i thought i was ms. ridiculous, but i'm officially more distracted now. so much, so easily forgetful, forgettable, whatever...


hours of sleep each this week, just because i like to put emphasis:
3 8 4 6 0

if i made the days my way, that would be 8-9 across the board.

anyway.

i'm sunk.

drowned,
dug myself in a hole and burrowed away from reality.

so far, that i accidentally skipped a class yesterday when i needed to go, and i find that i've done things that i completely do not remember.

where's my mental processes at?

i just made a new desktop for myself hahaha

wanna see? ♥
it's awesome, cuz it's got mr. awesome all over it!

i'm so absorbed. so.. much.... you don't even want to know.
oh yeah that cross thing in the middle? idk i just stuck that there, don't know why cuz im feeling loopy


what does God want from me?
surely not the way i'm living. =(

what do I care about? I really, really care about soaking up every bit of ephermeral joy i've got a source of right now.

what is the real story? ask meeeee

and help me save me from myself!!!!!!!! X_____x


- ms. baptized