uhhhh

i have an ethical dilemma.


it involves tsk tsk shouldn't do that
and what am i supposed to do.


talk?


or not??

man, why is it that no one talks???? i'm just being cynical but i don't get this total independence thing. if i had a real sister my age, i'd talk to her about what's going on in my life.

maybe were just like step sisters or something.

ill shoot you

my
life
is
coming
apart.

my grade in 1/2 of 7.02 (the writing section) = 24/48

now you're gonna say, why? i don't know why! my papers are the same as everyone else's!!! >/

sinnerx100 = me

i am so distracted.


i thought i was ms. ridiculous, but i'm officially more distracted now. so much, so easily forgetful, forgettable, whatever...


hours of sleep each this week, just because i like to put emphasis:
3 8 4 6 0

if i made the days my way, that would be 8-9 across the board.

anyway.

i'm sunk.

drowned,
dug myself in a hole and burrowed away from reality.

so far, that i accidentally skipped a class yesterday when i needed to go, and i find that i've done things that i completely do not remember.

where's my mental processes at?

i just made a new desktop for myself hahaha

wanna see? ♥
it's awesome, cuz it's got mr. awesome all over it!

i'm so absorbed. so.. much.... you don't even want to know.
oh yeah that cross thing in the middle? idk i just stuck that there, don't know why cuz im feeling loopy


what does God want from me?
surely not the way i'm living. =(

what do I care about? I really, really care about soaking up every bit of ephermeral joy i've got a source of right now.

what is the real story? ask meeeee

and help me save me from myself!!!!!!!! X_____x


- ms. baptized